Please. [RIP Cinzia]

click&read vent and tribute of the sorts. I need to get my feelings out. In memory of Cinzia, aka aknightwithnosword. /user/aknightwithnosword I've been struggling to accept the fact that she's gone. Even though she's gone, it kinda doesn't feel like it is. Maybe in months I'll accept it fully. This video basically sums up how I took the news. And coming to terms with it is hard. Cinzia was an amazing person. An amazing editor. And an amazing friend. I was fortunate enough to get to know her. Get to talk to her. Get to see her grow as an editor. I still remember the first time we spoke and how she entered my life. I wish I could go back to those times and try harder to keep her close to me. We were close but not as close as we should have been. We talked about things. Our feelings. Our fandoms. I would always look forward to her PMs. She would tell me the anime she was watching, the manga she was reading, and her thoughts. Now, I won't be receiving anymore PMs from her. I wish you were still here, Cinzia. I wish I could have made you a proper video before all this. I wish you here still and we could talk about how much we love Inuyasha. I miss you so much. I still hope that one day I'll receive a PM from you again. Or I'll see you on tumblr. I want to talk to you again. I miss you so so so much it hurts. She was an amazing friend and editor and I was fortunate enough to see her grow as both. To see her blossom into an editor was the most amazing thing ever. She blew me away with every new edit. She was a one of a kind editor. And an important member of the Inuyasha editing community. Cinzia, I'll always love you. You were one of my dear and closest friends. I wish I could have done more for you. You were such a blessing in my life, believe it or not. You will be missed dearly. I love you. I hope you can find peace now. R.I.P. My love. video info// song: t e a r s o f a n g e l [pitched] artist: r y a n d a n manga: full moon o sagashite i wish this was better. i know it's not one of her fandoms, but I'll make a proper tribute to her with one of them soon. This is all I could do for now.

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